roles

my life has a student, daughter, older sister and the third role model in the family. isn't easy expecicaly when am a 16 year old who doesn't have time for myself to do girlie stuff and hang out with my friends.
for what i have to do having to go to school every five days in a week, then taking everything I've been teach that same day and not having enough time for myself when the school day if finish. or when i really want to do something back for the fun of it i have to watch out that my brother and sister doesn't see me because i have to set and example for them. being 16 am entitle to get everything ready when it's need to be don't. i feel neglected that has a young person i have to cut back on the time( i don't even have for) myself to my family or other work. it so frustrating that am doing all this hard labor alone without any help.
i know my sibling look up to me. i don't want, because i could do something back and in the near future they do the same thing and when comfort about it i was me they say did it that gave them the authority to do the same thing. i want them to look up to their parents not me. i make mistake and i don't want them to follow.
even though they look up to me, it makes me feel proud that am doing something right.
the role most important to me right now his being a 6teen year old. it's that time in my life where i embrace my youth doing stuff my way having the freedom. because in few years time i won't be free. i would be working done stop every second of the day.
has an old sister and first daughter i have to step up my game. i have to be up and focus in what's in front of me. i got to do the right things. and has a friend i have to look out there for them as they do for me because with out a shoulder to lean on it wouldn't be right. has a student i have to stop those time i put in for myself and do the work. or else i will be falling behind.