some mothers do raise their daughters and love their sons because in most family they believe the son can go out and do the family right and the daughter won't. the men in the family suppose to work being the money home while women stay at home; cook, clean, and take of the kids not do anything work related. I've seem this happen before and if the woman disobey it's punishment for that women.it's on real and some women let it happen. it's a disgrace to some women who wants to be independent on their own. it gives mothers more reason why a son is better and why the daughter is not.

how do the successful deal with anger?

successful people don't deal with anger or anything that goes wrong with their plans. because they know the rode of what their doing and something gone wrong is someone going angry or mad. alot of things makes a person angry; life story or something some one did you wrong by. when am angry i don't stay that long; because i, has a person don't believe i can be mad at someone for so long and not forgive them no matter what they did wrong. and me dealing with that anger is me listening to the loudest of the saddest song played. it helps my mind. am not a patient person if something i want so bad i would go way out of my pledge and do anything to get it, and sometime it goes wrong. i give up easily on alot of things even whats mostly important. not until it's too late i would not see what was important mo sty. being stress every now and then is mo sty with school work where every day you have seven different subject that you have to maintain a c avenge to pass that class or fail. every now and a then when the work gets so hard that i have to put some many things in my brain and keep them there that i would give me such a headache that i don't do the work. i would goof around. i wish back then i would have deal with the stress more better if i had cool down, relax and let the work flow through my head, I'd be better in doing my school work.
dealing with stress and anything that makes my headaches, i listen to music, read a book and watch Aime videos. they clam me, makes me relax and let mind free.

trustworth and untrustworthy

The first time i was put in the hospital because i have a tumor.when the nurses were ready to draw blood; one look at the needle and i went cooko. i was SO scared. they told me i didn't have to worry "one little stick" they say. liars; the second that needle touch my skin there was pain. i put my trust in these people; i believe what they say. i had no doubts. i but my trust these people and they Dis that trust. i as piss after three minutes of pain. i let every one of them know how i felt. and about lying to me. after that day i never trust another doctor or nurse. protesting a good thirty minutes before they could do anything when every i go to the doctor.. just the sight of needles set me off on a range page.
my mother had ask me once when she cooking dinner. she was so tried so she told me she was going to take a nap for an hour. "turn the pot off for me when the food was finish cooking" she gave me the task. "OK." i answer. i was going to do it my mom in the room, my siblings watching t.v and me on the computer. i was so into watching the animation videos i for got about the food on the fire. if it wasn't for the smell of something burning. m mom woke us, running to the kitchen to see what was burning; she scowl me on what a fool i was, and how i can't do anything right. after she was finish she told me i can't go on the computer no more. she never trust me to do anything again. and we didn't have any dinner.

roles

my life has a student, daughter, older sister and the third role model in the family. isn't easy expecicaly when am a 16 year old who doesn't have time for myself to do girlie stuff and hang out with my friends.
for what i have to do having to go to school every five days in a week, then taking everything I've been teach that same day and not having enough time for myself when the school day if finish. or when i really want to do something back for the fun of it i have to watch out that my brother and sister doesn't see me because i have to set and example for them. being 16 am entitle to get everything ready when it's need to be don't. i feel neglected that has a young person i have to cut back on the time( i don't even have for) myself to my family or other work. it so frustrating that am doing all this hard labor alone without any help.
i know my sibling look up to me. i don't want, because i could do something back and in the near future they do the same thing and when comfort about it i was me they say did it that gave them the authority to do the same thing. i want them to look up to their parents not me. i make mistake and i don't want them to follow.
even though they look up to me, it makes me feel proud that am doing something right.
the role most important to me right now his being a 6teen year old. it's that time in my life where i embrace my youth doing stuff my way having the freedom. because in few years time i won't be free. i would be working done stop every second of the day.
has an old sister and first daughter i have to step up my game. i have to be up and focus in what's in front of me. i got to do the right things. and has a friend i have to look out there for them as they do for me because with out a shoulder to lean on it wouldn't be right. has a student i have to stop those time i put in for myself and do the work. or else i will be falling behind.

Tyler Perry

   born Emmitt R. Perry, Jr on September 14, 1969. Tyler Perry made a life like no other. from a early age he struggle. one day while watching Oprah Winfrey show taking her advice to put his feeling on paper in a journal. thus, his writing career begin. he first had success in 1998, at the house of blues. Immediate, woman thus art loosed. a film version was later released starring Kimberly Elise and Loretta Devine. every since Perry had grace the cover of magazines and appear in many TV shows. his films had gotten more and more praise over the years had he continue to touch ones, mind, body and soul. his films and plays include Diary of a mad black woman, Madea's class reunion, Madea goes to jail, Madea's family reunion, i can do bad all by myself, why did i get married, the family that preys, meet the browns and daddy's little girl. plays, what's done in the dark, and the married counselor.

 Perry is someone people look up, and i know will be a good role model for many children.

seeing the end b4 u begin

   I've begin writing something that i know will help me in the near future and it's beginning to help me write not only the beginning better but also the middle and help start the others.
I was ask to take my sister to school my mom couldn't do it because she had to go to my baby brother school because he caught in trouble. taking her half way( the school was right there i just stood there and told her to walk off.) once she was no longer in sight i left walking down to catch the bus. taking it one stop before the one i usually take. i got in. when it made another stop my brother and mother came in a saw me. my mom was hot on my heels asking how come   i got to the bus so fast. she was telling me if anything happen to her child i would be sorry. i became worried that if anything happen to my baby sister I'll be in so much trouble. thoughts of what could happen to her came popping in my mind. on top my mom kept talking loudly in the bus.
  I thought to myself if i had known my mom was going to be on that same bus i shouldn't gone on it because she was dog me on it. or if i had said we ran there to the school fast because i told her i didn't want to be late for school everything would've come out better and i wouldn't got into trouble. my sister was OK. nothing happen to her she got to school fine and came home fine. and i was Glad.
Ways for taking responsibility for life is always nothing what to do when to do and why to do it. it also means you have to know what kind of stuff your getting yourself into and if the situation gets bad what are you going to do? you have to know the predictable of everything you do.
Doing the right thing in the right way; being responsible in what your do. if you do what your suppose to do and you do it right. you might get an award that could be something that will be better for you in life. if your mom said take care of your siblings and you do a good job at it. that means your going to get a reward, you might get to go somewhere with your friends.

who am i pt 2

I am confident in being bold to do something I've never done before. I've never had a problem in saying or doing something that other people are of afraid of doing.
I am confident in drawing something and singing. those two things have never being a problem for me neither, i may no be like other artist who can draw at angle or pitch every high note but am very good.
I am confident in dancing, dancing i love i get to try different moves and styles that can put my body in shape or make me feel good.
I am confident when i help some one doing some thing for the first time, i love helping people and when they assist me to do something am confident that i will get the job done.
I am competent in school, English. i love the subject. i may not know how to speak proper English but i love doing it. also because it's the easy subject there is.
I am competent in doing m y school work and interacting with every one around me.
some of my proudest achievements is doing something on my own with not having some one do it for me or help me do it. i makes me feel something deep in the gut letting me know that i can be independent on my own.
in the next few years i find myself in college and doing my best with the career i want in life.
when am not feeling talented i go to the thing i like this best. i go to my mind where i know i'm in my own world. no one can tell me hear what I'm thinking. i makes me feel confident and i do what i couldn't do in right life but in my world of a mind.

who am i?

Retalia Thompson is my name, i'm girl's who's well known and like. the best features that makes my personality is that I'm kind to every people i meet. i do what I'm told (sometimes) when it need to be done. knowing the different between wrong and right. it also consist of me liking new things, and afraid of moving forward. things may happen when times get bad , i may be someone's who's foolish and weired when it comes to something but I'm very loyal to my friends when ever they need things. I'm a girl with a mix up personality.

For a woman who had won so many respect all over the world, she's a well know woman who knows the business of this world. on her talk show, that has real reason's, young and old people's life she is know to break down all barriers and open the mind, soul, and heart of those she encounter with. Oprah Winfrey is a roll model to many young women, me being one of them. ms Winfrey coming from a bad childhood made something out of her life. at 55, she's wonderful, beautiful and still growing strong. for all her strength and love of the world and respect I've fallen under her spell of being one of her fans.
Most of my days when i feeling Am not getting enough has much has i put out i always though of a life where i want to be some one. I've fantasy about being a superhero---because of the powers they process to do things normal humans can't. Or Brenda Jackson, my favorite author. she as a wonderful life meeting the man who was destiny at (fifteen)to be with her for life and making babies together. having some one there who she loves and who loves her back, being a African-American romance author she has charmed the heart of many readers. me wanting to be a romance author, and she already being a famous author make me want to be like her.
Doing the stuff i love makes my happy: hanging with my friends, reading books i love, dancing singing, and watching thing that makes my happy. all these thing makes me feel away i can't put into words.
Dying. three of my family member's has die so far since i've been a live. at just two months old, Brandon Jones, died. then came my bestfriend/cousin, Moshele ''Shelly'' Fergon. she had died a young beautiful woman. the day she died just a few weeks after my birthday was the day the world became a place,i would love to hate. but has time grow back i became to love and lived again. My grand-father(wasn't by birth) died but like me and other's quess it was time for him to go. i accpet that. it's been years now since all three had died but in my heart i would always love and respect them. sad ending makes me sad, i hate it when something i want to make happen doesn't come out that way along with death.
Afraid of losing ,life, have more family members being taken a way from me, afraid of not doing well, not getting what i want in life. am afraid of what would come of the out work, in the near future.
fear influence my work that i want to be, if i keep telling myself i won't be able to do what i want in life. i always tell myself i can't do it and when i think that way my head comes up with a million reasons why i can't do it.
my biggest challenge in life is going through surgeries. i have another to do next week Tuesday and i hope like the first two i will come out on top of being well in my game of being alive again.
"O, God no. i don't want to", my face will be cover with shock then my heart start beating even faster then,i would cry if it's something i can't handle. those of what i fear and hate but other people have it worse. still i can't help it or control my emotions about any and everything that may happen to me.
a year from now I'll be the new improve girl, i will change: i will start and finish everything i do, because i'm a Gotham Academy student's .

what's my passion?

What's my passion? i have many passions in doing a lot of thing: singing, dancing, writing, and drawing. all four entertaining talent's that i wanted to do something in.
Doing fashion design was something i think my passion was, not until i got bored with it. It was fun at first being able to design something different than something other designers wouldn't dear think about designing. but has time drew by and it seems so easy to do, by just putting it out there it became less interesting.
then there was singing/dancing, i always though i will be the next singer/dancer on the big screen until the pressure of doing something that would straining my voice and body, my strength get in the down fall. then after looking at other people do it, it also drew lest interesting to me.
these were the three of the four passion, i though were very good career choice for me. how could someone want something so bad that after a few weeks lose interest? after the down fall when every thing was so hard: i lose interest, telling myself i couldn't do it like most people. it would be a waste of energy and brains.
but has i started reading more in my spare time, i became obsess with reading the stories. and has i read more and more books of authors, i kept thinking to myself, why not write your own stories! so i started writing my own and the better i become the more i feel about myself.but has time go by i kept thinking to myself: is this my passion? will i give up on it like i did with the other? no, i will keep working at, putting what's to be in the story I'm writing about. i was the last of the four .bu i'll work on it till the end. becoming a writer.

my self

Being myself is something am good at---because it's me. five thing i want to do in bettering my self are in subject maths and science. i need to do better in both subject because has i grow older i will need to now these because everything is revolving around both. i also want to do better in finishing everything that i starts. expressing myself is something am not very good at but mostly i need to be more confidence in myself.

I'll start on working on every one of them in every way that i need to because if am not prepare in any of these there is no way I'll be able to be successful in life.

category 1: career

i need to finish school and go on to college if i want to have my very successful career of becoming a writer. i would need to get everything for the job also i would need to meet people who chose that career choice, and is very good at it. meeting them to give my advice on what take them or push them to where they are right now, helping me to do better.
it would influence me to do the better. i don't just want to be a writer i want to be a passionate writer who knows all the history of the feeling of someone, the love and heart break they go through, i want to put it out there. when someones writing a story that has feelings, that person must take their time and put it in word to word.