I've begin writing something that i know will help me in the near future and it's beginning to help me write not only the beginning better but also the middle and help start the others.
I was ask to take my sister to school my mom couldn't do it because she had to go to my baby brother school because he caught in trouble. taking her half way( the school was right there i just stood there and told her to walk off.) once she was no longer in sight i left walking down to catch the bus. taking it one stop before the one i usually take. i got in. when it made another stop my brother and mother came in a saw me. my mom was hot on my heels asking how come i got to the bus so fast. she was telling me if anything happen to her child i would be sorry. i became worried that if anything happen to my baby sister I'll be in so much trouble. thoughts of what could happen to her came popping in my mind. on top my mom kept talking loudly in the bus.
I thought to myself if i had known my mom was going to be on that same bus i shouldn't gone on it because she was dog me on it. or if i had said we ran there to the school fast because i told her i didn't want to be late for school everything would've come out better and i wouldn't got into trouble. my sister was OK. nothing happen to her she got to school fine and came home fine. and i was Glad.
Ways for taking responsibility for life is always nothing what to do when to do and why to do it. it also means you have to know what kind of stuff your getting yourself into and if the situation gets bad what are you going to do? you have to know the predictable of everything you do.
Doing the right thing in the right way; being responsible in what your do. if you do what your suppose to do and you do it right. you might get an award that could be something that will be better for you in life. if your mom said take care of your siblings and you do a good job at it. that means your going to get a reward, you might get to go somewhere with your friends.
Monday, March 30, 2009
Monday, March 16, 2009
who am i pt 2
I am confident in being bold to do something I've never done before. I've never had a problem in saying or doing something that other people are of afraid of doing.
I am confident in drawing something and singing. those two things have never being a problem for me neither, i may no be like other artist who can draw at angle or pitch every high note but am very good.
I am confident in dancing, dancing i love i get to try different moves and styles that can put my body in shape or make me feel good.
I am confident when i help some one doing some thing for the first time, i love helping people and when they assist me to do something am confident that i will get the job done.
I am competent in school, English. i love the subject. i may not know how to speak proper English but i love doing it. also because it's the easy subject there is.
I am competent in doing m y school work and interacting with every one around me.
some of my proudest achievements is doing something on my own with not having some one do it for me or help me do it. i makes me feel something deep in the gut letting me know that i can be independent on my own.
in the next few years i find myself in college and doing my best with the career i want in life.
when am not feeling talented i go to the thing i like this best. i go to my mind where i know i'm in my own world. no one can tell me hear what I'm thinking. i makes me feel confident and i do what i couldn't do in right life but in my world of a mind.
I am confident in drawing something and singing. those two things have never being a problem for me neither, i may no be like other artist who can draw at angle or pitch every high note but am very good.
I am confident in dancing, dancing i love i get to try different moves and styles that can put my body in shape or make me feel good.
I am confident when i help some one doing some thing for the first time, i love helping people and when they assist me to do something am confident that i will get the job done.
I am competent in school, English. i love the subject. i may not know how to speak proper English but i love doing it. also because it's the easy subject there is.
I am competent in doing m y school work and interacting with every one around me.
some of my proudest achievements is doing something on my own with not having some one do it for me or help me do it. i makes me feel something deep in the gut letting me know that i can be independent on my own.
in the next few years i find myself in college and doing my best with the career i want in life.
when am not feeling talented i go to the thing i like this best. i go to my mind where i know i'm in my own world. no one can tell me hear what I'm thinking. i makes me feel confident and i do what i couldn't do in right life but in my world of a mind.
Monday, March 9, 2009
who am i?
Retalia Thompson is my name, i'm girl's who's well known and like. the best features that makes my personality is that I'm kind to every people i meet. i do what I'm told (sometimes) when it need to be done. knowing the different between wrong and right. it also consist of me liking new things, and afraid of moving forward. things may happen when times get bad , i may be someone's who's foolish and weired when it comes to something but I'm very loyal to my friends when ever they need things. I'm a girl with a mix up personality.
For a woman who had won so many respect all over the world, she's a well know woman who knows the business of this world. on her talk show, that has real reason's, young and old people's life she is know to break down all barriers and open the mind, soul, and heart of those she encounter with. Oprah Winfrey is a roll model to many young women, me being one of them. ms Winfrey coming from a bad childhood made something out of her life. at 55, she's wonderful, beautiful and still growing strong. for all her strength and love of the world and respect I've fallen under her spell of being one of her fans.
Most of my days when i feeling Am not getting enough has much has i put out i always though of a life where i want to be some one. I've fantasy about being a superhero---because of the powers they process to do things normal humans can't. Or Brenda Jackson, my favorite author. she as a wonderful life meeting the man who was destiny at (fifteen)to be with her for life and making babies together. having some one there who she loves and who loves her back, being a African-American romance author she has charmed the heart of many readers. me wanting to be a romance author, and she already being a famous author make me want to be like her.
Doing the stuff i love makes my happy: hanging with my friends, reading books i love, dancing singing, and watching thing that makes my happy. all these thing makes me feel away i can't put into words.
Dying. three of my family member's has die so far since i've been a live. at just two months old, Brandon Jones, died. then came my bestfriend/cousin, Moshele ''Shelly'' Fergon. she had died a young beautiful woman. the day she died just a few weeks after my birthday was the day the world became a place,i would love to hate. but has time grow back i became to love and lived again. My grand-father(wasn't by birth) died but like me and other's quess it was time for him to go. i accpet that. it's been years now since all three had died but in my heart i would always love and respect them. sad ending makes me sad, i hate it when something i want to make happen doesn't come out that way along with death.
Afraid of losing ,life, have more family members being taken a way from me, afraid of not doing well, not getting what i want in life. am afraid of what would come of the out work, in the near future.
fear influence my work that i want to be, if i keep telling myself i won't be able to do what i want in life. i always tell myself i can't do it and when i think that way my head comes up with a million reasons why i can't do it.
my biggest challenge in life is going through surgeries. i have another to do next week Tuesday and i hope like the first two i will come out on top of being well in my game of being alive again.
"O, God no. i don't want to", my face will be cover with shock then my heart start beating even faster then,i would cry if it's something i can't handle. those of what i fear and hate but other people have it worse. still i can't help it or control my emotions about any and everything that may happen to me.
a year from now I'll be the new improve girl, i will change: i will start and finish everything i do, because i'm a Gotham Academy student's .
Most of my days when i feeling Am not getting enough has much has i put out i always though of a life where i want to be some one. I've fantasy about being a superhero---because of the powers they process to do things normal humans can't. Or Brenda Jackson, my favorite author. she as a wonderful life meeting the man who was destiny at (fifteen)to be with her for life and making babies together. having some one there who she loves and who loves her back, being a African-American romance author she has charmed the heart of many readers. me wanting to be a romance author, and she already being a famous author make me want to be like her.
Doing the stuff i love makes my happy: hanging with my friends, reading books i love, dancing singing, and watching thing that makes my happy. all these thing makes me feel away i can't put into words.
Dying. three of my family member's has die so far since i've been a live. at just two months old, Brandon Jones, died. then came my bestfriend/cousin, Moshele ''Shelly'' Fergon. she had died a young beautiful woman. the day she died just a few weeks after my birthday was the day the world became a place,i would love to hate. but has time grow back i became to love and lived again. My grand-father(wasn't by birth) died but like me and other's quess it was time for him to go. i accpet that. it's been years now since all three had died but in my heart i would always love and respect them. sad ending makes me sad, i hate it when something i want to make happen doesn't come out that way along with death.
Afraid of losing ,life, have more family members being taken a way from me, afraid of not doing well, not getting what i want in life. am afraid of what would come of the out work, in the near future.
fear influence my work that i want to be, if i keep telling myself i won't be able to do what i want in life. i always tell myself i can't do it and when i think that way my head comes up with a million reasons why i can't do it.
my biggest challenge in life is going through surgeries. i have another to do next week Tuesday and i hope like the first two i will come out on top of being well in my game of being alive again.
"O, God no. i don't want to", my face will be cover with shock then my heart start beating even faster then,i would cry if it's something i can't handle. those of what i fear and hate but other people have it worse. still i can't help it or control my emotions about any and everything that may happen to me.
a year from now I'll be the new improve girl, i will change: i will start and finish everything i do, because i'm a Gotham Academy student's .
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
what's my passion?
What's my passion? i have many passions in doing a lot of thing: singing, dancing, writing, and drawing. all four entertaining talent's that i wanted to do something in.
Doing fashion design was something i think my passion was, not until i got bored with it. It was fun at first being able to design something different than something other designers wouldn't dear think about designing. but has time drew by and it seems so easy to do, by just putting it out there it became less interesting.
then there was singing/dancing, i always though i will be the next singer/dancer on the big screen until the pressure of doing something that would straining my voice and body, my strength get in the down fall. then after looking at other people do it, it also drew lest interesting to me.
these were the three of the four passion, i though were very good career choice for me. how could someone want something so bad that after a few weeks lose interest? after the down fall when every thing was so hard: i lose interest, telling myself i couldn't do it like most people. it would be a waste of energy and brains.
but has i started reading more in my spare time, i became obsess with reading the stories. and has i read more and more books of authors, i kept thinking to myself, why not write your own stories! so i started writing my own and the better i become the more i feel about myself.but has time go by i kept thinking to myself: is this my passion? will i give up on it like i did with the other? no, i will keep working at, putting what's to be in the story I'm writing about. i was the last of the four .bu i'll work on it till the end. becoming a writer.
Doing fashion design was something i think my passion was, not until i got bored with it. It was fun at first being able to design something different than something other designers wouldn't dear think about designing. but has time drew by and it seems so easy to do, by just putting it out there it became less interesting.
then there was singing/dancing, i always though i will be the next singer/dancer on the big screen until the pressure of doing something that would straining my voice and body, my strength get in the down fall. then after looking at other people do it, it also drew lest interesting to me.
these were the three of the four passion, i though were very good career choice for me. how could someone want something so bad that after a few weeks lose interest? after the down fall when every thing was so hard: i lose interest, telling myself i couldn't do it like most people. it would be a waste of energy and brains.
but has i started reading more in my spare time, i became obsess with reading the stories. and has i read more and more books of authors, i kept thinking to myself, why not write your own stories! so i started writing my own and the better i become the more i feel about myself.but has time go by i kept thinking to myself: is this my passion? will i give up on it like i did with the other? no, i will keep working at, putting what's to be in the story I'm writing about. i was the last of the four .bu i'll work on it till the end. becoming a writer.
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